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2003-03-25 4 3:41 p.m.
asthma attack last night.
pretty tore up...
'pecially considering i got 2 & a half hrs of sleep sunday evenin'. i dunno how many times i woke up...
my breathing sounded like a windup motor until this morning...
student health fixed me up w/ gasmasks & such. better...
got my fistful of medicine/prescriptions, so i should live...
folks around me aint quite as supportive, but i'm learning that --
whateva. like i said, i'll live...
edit, hrs later:
what i've learned from Freud is that even the smallest misdemeanours or slips of whateva yr chosen anatomical part is...even the most dimunitive of these can be, & most often is, symbolic of much larger issues. basically, still waters run much deeper than u think. it may just be a slip, then again it may resonate w/ rammifications.
sometimes i wonder; if u tell me a lie, & i tell u a lie in return 2 assure u that i'm ignorant, gullible & i believe...then i may be the bigger manipulator, but...am i any more corrupt than u?? *sigh*...
on a more upbeat note; Juan came by over the weekend & i gave 'im all my cut-ware. he took it & tossed it. i caught myself gazing longingly 2day @ a 5pack of single-edges in the bookstore...had 2 tear myself away.
the addict never believes it's an addiction, huh?