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2003-05-08 4 7:24 p.m.
"oh God, bless me indeed...
2hrs of sweat & blood(almost)...190 lbs, one rep benchpress...elvis ain't left the building yet, & he aint missed a step neither, ladies & gentlemen. how long's it been? 3 months?
- 3 totally different mercedes spotted w/in 14 seconds of time - brick-walled buildings - evergreens - summer shorts made of 4, 5 square inches material w/ "Vandy" emblazoned on the buttcheeks - white boys blastin' eminem's "Till I Collapse" in their rides - girls that're all legs & cleavage - SUVs, SUVs & more SUVs - Nelly concerts - ponytailed professors doing crunches outside the rec room - boards of directors strutting their stuff in the buildings - humanoid robots upstairs - vending machines w/ "Sprite remix" in 'em - $25 umbrellas in the bookstore - open mic nights w/ nuttin' but guitar-players - flipflops - Blair school of music - flatscreen monitors in the computer labs - a multicolored student center - the Vanderbilt Republicans club - a place where trainers/sneakers/tennis shoes don't matter - eyebrow rings -
...this is the world i inhabit. it's an experience, if nothing else.
i have nothin' against guitar players. check my album collection.
"now the only thing left is more spirit to roam free...'cuz ain't no going home for me"
finals r over. for two weeks thereabouts. i missed a history final. had another "episode". no cutting; 'Trice walked in. A, A, B+, D+, D- (such a wellrounded cat, huh? *wipes the sarcasm off w/ a towel*). i knew my sociology teacher despised me. i guess the sadism is over tho'. may God curse the day i walked in2 that classroom. been lounging. writing sporadically -- i'ma get back in2 it. i have been, it's just these days of inactivity made me fall back off the horse. tryna vary the style as much as is possible. not drawing from much influences...i ain't been reading barely anybody elses work. just diaries. ain't been spittin in my own diary -- noticed that many cats have too. 's like, u stop chronicling yr life & start living it y'know? i got a moleskin journal; beautiful paper, unruled. that's 3 journals @ least i own, barely untouched. so many pages to fill. so many thoughts. life's been kinda wyld. i've nearly given up on instant messenger -- AIM & MSN bore me. lotta early nights -- by 10pm-2am i'm usually out...up again like 3, 4am...D/Load until 5, 6am. maybe 8-900Mb files nightly. wake up 8-10 & do mass deletions. i must have @ least 50 longplays i haven't touched, maybe more. another 20-30 albums i've only halfheartedly perused. more music than i could ever listen to. like i said, wyld. the water out the fountains is tasting gross. it's been videogame orgies almost every night for a week. GameCube is a gift from heaven. i think 4player TimeSplitters might be the answer to world peace. don't quote me on it tho'.
Juan's undevoted love for me makes me wanna get back to lovin' God like i used 2. like i should. how does one get out've a 4-5 months struggling period? nose 2 the grindstone i guess. u gotta wannit. u always gotta wannit. e'time i think the fire's dead it ain't tho. stunning.
"...we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. " (c) Rom 5:3-4
Travis got those 4 nouns tatooed on his arm.
good choice.
"police in the background screaming 'put the thing down'...that's how hard i was tryna put my thing down"
enlarge my territory...
place yr love & protection over me @ all times...
keep me away from evil...
allow me not to cause pain --"
- Jigga
- Jigga
- Jigga