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2004-03-11 4 11:13 p.m.
i don't know how old this is.
i have an ugly side, all of my own.
it rears its prety head whenever i let
do not demand my loyalty
either i have food poisoning or a yeast infection from the antibiotics, but i'm in a lot of abdominal pain. i pray i don't have to go back to that hospital. i pray hard.
selfishness get the best of me & seek the solace
of company & congregation.
they of course reject me for my lack of beauty
i w/draw my face into the shadows
& drape silhouettes about me
thinking/believing that what is unseen is unsensed.
self deception is even uglier...than i.
my eyes play host to a piercing stare; many times
i have used the windows of my soul to shatter
the stained glass of another
there is smthg clean & clear abt a blade:
it cannot be skewed or misinterpreted. confused
as my emotings most often are: steel has no bias
the stains of a corrupted soul however...
most assuredly these arouse the antichrist in others
& the judas in me.
it is not likely
you will be supplied.