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shallow breaths...

2004-05-24
4 11:43 p.m.

i've been walking w/out music these days. just myself & whatever pair of kicks i'm currently rockin'.

i've also been peeing w/ one leg up. sorta like a dog. 'cept dogs have 3 other legs to keep 'em balanced. no messy accidents yet though -- i'm incredibly deft. admirably so, even.

but yeah, walking w/out a discman is sort've a weight off yr shoulders (or out've yr pocket, i guess). it's very bare, for me. very naked. quiet, especially. but it allows me to think more & forces me to be sober. the thoughts run together, but they do run...boy, do they run. me & whatever pair of kicks i'm rocking can result in bad news though: as stylish as the nike dunks are, they can hurt the heck outta some feet man.

i wrote a poem. i also thought up the opening scene for the next short story. it involves bruised ankles. legs on the brain these days, huh? the poem may turn into a song b/c 1) it's short enough 2) it's visual enough, but mostly importantly 3) i think i'm finally brave enough. it's been a long while stewing in the noggin', but i reckon it's embarkment time. all the cool kids are doing it.

*nods surreptitiously @ the black flower of blogspot*

"i'd rather be dead than be cool" said the tatoo on the waistline of an emo-looking chick in this ink mag i flipped through. makes y'think.

i spent 4-5 hrs leafing through mags @ borders today.

if i could get paid to do that, i tell ya...

they say josh homme's eagles of death metal experiment was a flop. him on drums & then that nobody vocalist were an awful choice. it's a shame, 'specially seeing as how his queens of the stone age rep will haunt him from here till eternity. nobody'll tolerlate subpar from JM no more. what's w/ him throwing "of" in all his band names?

velvet revolver's a slickasheck band name tho'. i can't front on that, 'specially on how nicely it plays off GNR. & to think, i had no idea that the long-haired tatted fool in the video was slash.

i joined myspace today against my will. i had to: couldn't peep the latest from either P or jess w/out doing it. & it took me hours to find edgwise. i tried every variation of "p. cropper" i could think of. i can't complain -- i'm a firm believer in the 'cognito myself. there's lots of beautiful ppl on there w/ unremarkable music tastes. a little like a college campus, i guess. @ least mine. one disturbing thing, though:

"Oh...and I'm going to the University of North Carolina at Asheville in August, so if you are in the area, hit me up, nigga."

-- an 18 yr old white girl.

these ppl are not so few & far b/n anymore.

& they're making bad (really bad) reps for white ppl.

um.

i still get tired & wanna quit.

it's been abt 3/4 hrs since i begun this.

definitely doesn't feel worth the wait.

karas: i been readin' even before you been writin'.

patty: they're 'bout to shut yr acct down.

purn: aim is for dorks.

lush/seppuku/viparaysa: our lips resemble each other, adornment-wise.

it's quarter to 12 & i'm half an hr from home.

i may do some wondering before i even make my way over there...

i may need to.

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