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2005-07-04 4 9:25 p.m.
right now, i believe i can do it; i just have to motivate & mobilize. things are w/in my grasp & my own success is in my hands. it hasn't been stripped away from me...not yet anyway. i still don't know where & why i acquired such a willfully fatalistic & hopeless spirit about...well, everything...but recognizing it isn't enough. i've got to do smthg abt it. so that's where i'm @...
doing smthg abt it.
"a wild Thunder Cat/tryna outrun my past...life, but now it's coming back/and now i'm kneeling, both palms together/looking for answers in Proverbs, Psalms, whatever/and when my soul burns in hell, to myself i owe it/ 'cuz money sex & power was the motive..."
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